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27th-Aug-2010 05:37 pm - [sticky post] Intro Post


Welcome to my journal. Here you will find bandom fanfiction. Slash, to be precise. Panic! slash, actually. Most, if not all, of my stories are Ryden. You will not find any personal entries here since this is exclusively for fics.

Well, feel free to read or simply walk away. You can use this entry to leave general comments, fic requests, life philosophies, random quotes, troll comments, or whatever the heck you want. Remember that you can still leave comments anonymously if you don't have a LJ account.

Well, enough for this introduction; let's move on with our lives.

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Update (Jul. 21, 2013): I rarely log on to LiveJournal anymore, but I still get notifications sent to my email, so don't be afraid to leave a comment or send me a message. Those are always nice.
31st-Dec-2011 11:51 pm - If I Could Drown Your Gold
Title: If I Could Drown Your Gold
Author: all_depends
Rating: R
Warning: Rape, death, teenage angst, Sarah Orzechowski, makes little to no sense at all
Pairing: Ryden, Brendah
POV: First, Brendon's
Summary: None of this makes any sense, but looking into Ryan’s eyes, or as much as I can see anyway, I know in my heart he would never do anything wrong. Never has and never again.
Disclaimer: This didn't happen and could never happen. Words are mine, characters aren't.
Beta: youignorantfool


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21st-Feb-2011 09:42 pm - Forever Your Most Vivid Dream
Title: Forever Your Most Vivid Dream
Author: all_depends 
Rating: PG
Pairing: Any pairing will work, but in my mind Brendon is speaking to Ryan.
POV: First
Summary: After years of being your best friend, I have to say that I enjoyed every minute of it, and I'm glad I met you.
Disclaimer: This all came from my mind. I own no one.
Beta: youignorantfool 
Author Notes: I started writing down whatever came to mind, and this happened.

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31st-Oct-2010 10:22 pm - What Halloween Means to Me
Title: What Halloween Means to Me
Author: all_depends 
Rating:
R
Pairing: Rydon
POV: Third
Summary: Ryan and Brendon are in for a surprise at the Lynch residence.
Disclaimer: This is all fiction, nobody belongs to me, and it's all part of my own imagination.
Beta: youignorantfool 
Author Notes: I have this curse of being late forever and always. Sorry. I wrote this just today. I was planning on writing a chaptered Halloween special kind of thing, but I didn't have enough time, so you guys are gonna have to wait a whole year for that =] A special thanks to the wonderful Stephen Lynch for being so awesome. And creepy. Happy Halloween!

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Title: The Three or Four Times Ryan Tries to Kill Himself (And the One Time He Kind of Does)
Author: all_depends 
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Rydon
POV: Second, Ryan's
Summary: Because Ryan fails at life. And death.
Disclaimer: Um, no, this didn't happen. I don't own these guys, duh. And yeah, the story's mine.
Beta: youignorantfool 
Author Notes: I wrote this like in four hours the other day when I was feeling kind of depressed. Again. And yes, I wrote about death. Again. Oh well, uh... enjoy.


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23rd-Aug-2010 06:04 pm - Burning Ambush, Hot Debris
Title: Burning Ambush, Hot Debris
Author: all_depends 
Rating: PG-13
Warning: If you're allergic to sadness, you might not want to read this.
Pairing: Rydon
POV: Second, Ryan
Summary: Ryan is eager to have a family. He and Brendon decide it's time to have a baby.
Disclaimer: This came from my mind, hence it's mine and it didn't happen. I don't own the people or anything.
Beta: melody_so_sweet 
Author Notes: forbiddenverses  said she would read this, so she better do it if you don't want my little heart to suffer. No pressure ;) On another note, this story was so fun and easy to write. I know it's probably not as great to read it as it was for me to write it, but as the author, I will dearly hold this piece of writing close to my heart regardless of how many or what kind of comments it gets. Thank you. That said--enjoy =)
 

 

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11th-Jul-2010 10:01 pm - Mothersoccer
Title: Mothersoccer
Author: all_depends 
Rating: PG
Warning: Soccer/football
Pairing: Rydon
POV: First, Ryan's
Summary: Whenever he's in the living room watching a bunch of guys kicking the ball back and forth and back and forth, I usually stay in the room or go out. But hearing or seeing the game on doesn't bother me as much as Brendon himself.
Disclaimer: Fake, not real, never happened. The story is mine, not the boys or anything else mentioned.
Beta: youignorantfool
Author Notes: I'm very sorry if this story sucks. Spain ftw literally.

13th-Jun-2010 03:18 pm - Love,
Title: Love,
Author: idk, I plagiarized.. Of course I'm the author, all_depends 
Rating: PG, practically G
Pairing: Rydon
POV: First, Ryan's
Summary: Ryan writes a letter to Brendon.
Disclaimer: No matter how hard I looked, I could not find any of the boys on Ebay. So, no, I do not own anything or anyone, except for the story, which is mine, mine, mine. Also, this is fake, not real, a bunch of baloney.
Beta: [info]youignorantfool
Author Notes: At the end
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13th-Jun-2010 02:44 pm - Youthful Night

Title: Youthful Night
Author: all_depends 
Rating: G (PG at the most)
Pairing: Rydon
POV: First, Ryan's
Summary: Grocery shopping at night. Nothing could possibly go wrong.
Disclaimer: This isn't real. I don't own them. The story's mine, so don't steal it or I'll sue you!
Beta: onthewindowpane
Author Notes: Pay attention to "Pairing" and "POV."


 

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4th-Apr-2010 09:25 pm - Like Crystal

Title: Like Crystal
Author: all_depends 
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Rydon
POV: Third
Summary: Brendon and Ryan are a happy, loving couple. Really, they are! Well, except…
Disclaimer: This is all fiction. I don’t own the boys or anyone for that matter. The only thing mine is the story.
Beta: youignorantfool (I'm running out of betas, so if you're interested, let me know.)
Author Notes: You guys like sappy, right? Okay, thank you. A few things here and there are taken from the song “Vestido Azul” by LODVG, including the title. It’s almost the 12th, so I guess I should say happy birthday to someone, but… I don’t know. I’m ambivalent.


 

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